The sheer thought of not meeting you again terrifies me, the emotional crust is still so very thin and just a tiny scratch will rip it wide open. How can such a short, yet intense meeting, have such impact on ones life? I’m still so overthrown by this encounter. Just over a week ago, I…

It’s now been over a year of never-ending life complications, the glimpses of happiness have become something that you gasp for – shortness of breath, not knowing when you’ll reach the surface the next time. I can’t help but feeling like I’m loosing track of who I am. There is a big plan in sight,…

To put it mildly – life’s a bit extreme at the moment, well honestly, the last couple of months have been extreme.. but it seems like I’m gazing at the summit right now, at least I sincerely hope so. I’ve never had to experience this amount of pressure before, especially on so many new levels…

At the moment I wish I could relive it all. To be stuck in that happy moment forever, all it will be now – is a vivid memory of what will never happen again. The excitement, happiness, the pure joy of being in your arms. I usually don’t talk about this. Not even in real…

How many days you say? 130… excuse me?! I’ve been in Australia since the 12th of December, when looking at the calendar, I’m both surprised and shocked that we’re now entering the very end of April. The very hot summer in Australia (Brisbane) is now coming to an end and we’re starting to experience “winter”…

Some of you have probably noticed that I’ve been very quite once I arrived to Australia. I know that some of you have reached out to me via social media without getting an reply. Before leaving The Åland Islands, my body behaved very weird and I had all kinds of strange symptoms and difficulties. At…

Some of you know about this, some of you don’t. On the 10th of December this year, I’ll be moving away from the Åland Islands. It all came down to some life changing decisions being made in the end of August. I stood in front of an imaginary crossroad and I decided to take the…

I took my first self portraits back in 2004 when my family invested in a digital compact camera, but generally with no “real” purpose. I guess I wanted to see what I looked like and did it mostly for fun. Today the purpose of my self portraits have rather evolved into something else. It all…

It’s really fantastic. The power of stress. When being stressed in a good way, the positive kind of stress, it can take you so far and high up above in the clouds. Positive stress has also an evil twin, sister/brother – called negative stress. It can bring you down to the bottom of a well,…

My body has yet again reminded me of it’s limitations and my mind wants to fly high, higher than my body can take me. On the 26th of February at 19:41 I swallowed my first pill of Lamotrigin (also known as Lamictal). Unsure of how it would help me in the long run. I was…